| Location | Medicine Hat, Alberta |
| Age | 25 years |
| Cause of Death | Overdose |
| Date of Birth | 28/07/1981 |
| Date of Death | 10/10/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,735 since 23/05/2009 |
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The worst day any mother ever would expected came to me on October 10,2006 when the police came to inform me that they found my daughter passed away in her apartment. Toxicology tests proved she had accidently overdosed on methadone, and benzodiazapime. Where she got it from we will never know. How often I have heard of other parents losing their children..but never did I think that I too would experience such a tragic loss. Often I blame myself for the loss..thinking that had I spent more time with her..or showed her that I loved her more then maybe she wouldn't have turned to drugs..It's an endless mind battle. I spoke to her last 2 days before her passsing when we talked about her coming over to have thanksgiving dinner..I was so excited she was coming over..and she was really happy too..we hung up with our I love you's and that was the last I ever heard her sweet voice. Not a day goes by my heart doesn't ache for her..and that I wish she was still here..but I have the comfort of knowing now she doesn't have to suffer with the addiction and depression she was battling. I cherish the happy memories..and will always carry her in my heart..
My Angel forever..
The Broken Chain
We little knew that morning
That God was going to call your name,
In life we loved you dearly,
in death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
the day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories,
your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
you are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
the chain will link again.
Hey my Huggy bear...i sure am missing you today...can't keep my mind from slipping away from thinking of you..and wishing things were different..I miss our talks sooooo much...and our non stop texting..lol...the silly little things you would say..i think i miss your smile the most..well its tough..your smile and your hugs ...well ok..your smiles..your hugs and your giggles....well wait...ok...I just miss every darn thing about you..wish i could invent a time machine, and go back to the day before and change everything...but i can't..so ...here i will sit...and miss you....and just let that tear slip away ..unnoticed...hugz my sweet angel...♥ ♥
Forever my Angel..
Love Mom
Better in Time ( lyrics by Leona Lewis)
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
If roses grow in Heaven Lord, then pick a bunch for me. Place them in my Daughter's arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her that I love and miss her and when she turns to smile, place a kiss on her cheek and hold her for awhile. Love and Miss You
Love Mom! :o) ♥
Hello sweet Angel
Hello my dear sweet Angel..so much has gone on since I last wrote you...I am so happy to say your adorable nephew William has finally mastered the potty. Your beautiful lil man Masen is growing up to be a fine lil man..he looks so much like you that my heart breaks a bit when i see him, but i take in every inch of him when i visit seeing you in his every movement. Your Grandma Sandi is doing a walk across canada in your honour and memory for drug abuse awareness..she carries your teddy bear that belonged to you..with some of your ashes..I miss you my angel...so so so much..i wish that you never left us..shine on my angel...rest easy..i love you always and forever
Love Mom
Today is 4 yrs without my Angel
...though your smile is gone forever and your hand i cannot touch, i still have so many memories of the one i love so much sadly missed but never forgotten.I can only stay strong for so long, can only take so much...then the tears overflow when i remember the one that was taken from this world with no warning
I love you My Angel and miss you more the all the stars in the sky
Missing my Angel
Hello my Beautiful Angel..I can't believe how quickly another year has almost gone by,and I miss you endlessly. Wish you were here to have our chats and funny little fake arguments...or just to see you smile and here your laugh. Miss you terribly my Angel...sending lots of love and hugs your way...
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday my sweet Angel..may you shine brighter today then any other angel on your special day...I love you and miss you endlessly.I wish we could have our special birthday lunch we always had together, to be able to talk and laugh and have a great day together..I Love you Crystal...forever..and always.
Love Mom
If roses grow in Heaven, please pick a bunch for me. Place them in my daughters arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her that I love and miss her, and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering her is easy, I do it every day, but there's an ache within my hear...t that never goes away...I love you my sweet Angel
I miss you ...:'(
Hey Crystal...here I go again...on my emotional roller coaster...today I missed you more then ever ...felt my heart break all over..my throat close up..and the tears fall upon my cheek...oh how I wish you were still here..to make me smile..laugh..and to feel your hugs...without you I will never be whole again..the hole in my heart will never heal..it is forever torn..as time passes I am told that it gets easier..a part of my has my doubts..and a part of me never wants it to end..because as long as I hurt..then I know that my love for you has never gone away..
I love you my Angel..and I miss you sooooooo much.
Love ..your broken hearted Mom
You are Missed my sweet Angel
Well my sweet Angel...been thinking of you often...as always..never a day goes by that your not in my thoughts..I miss you..wish you were here to hug..and chat with..and have a good laugh with...hugz to you my sweet angel..send me a special thought back
Love forever and always..Mom♥
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